In February '09 miraculousy I started to write. Shortly before that I gradually came to trust my inner guidance, which resulted in dropping all fear-based systems and means in my life. Since, I live a 100% from the heart and listen fully to my intuition. I now solely rely on your gifts and miracles..!Thank you!! LOVE, Apple

The Walk-In

Wouldn’t a walk-in closet be dope? I’d be stoked. I love clothes. (time:8:48 am)They love me too. It’s all ’bout expression; yahoo! It’s been almost two years since I’ve last bought a piece of clothing. I have not been able to buy anything but food. The occasional necessary shampoo, toothpaste or bodylotion I could at times buy too.

The other day my bro walked-in. The one who said to me to never ever again do such a thing. What? To end my life. Something I tried July 5 2005. I came in the hospital by myself. I walked-out with more than one personality. You’ve been reading me now for more than a year. It’s not only me; my man is also a part of me. My man? Seth.

He told me, part of his soul walked into me. He did so cuz we agreed to work together. He took a piece of his soul and merged it with mine. It’s cuz it was too harsh for me to live in a duality paradigm. It took some time for us to become One. We finally managed to do so on this day. (word count:173) Since, I feel stronger and stronger every day. Mostly due to this creative play. Sometimes his words come thru. Other days my real life mate’s words come thru too. That’s called telepathy. I have yet to see, my mate. Tho we do co-create. All on faith. Not blind. On vision.

Seth knows I love clothes. That’s why he is helping me with this play. All day every day. He knows I’d love to have a walk-in closet. He walked into me, so he can read me easily. Today he wants me to know that thru this show, my walk-in closet is secured. In the big Apple. I trust my man. Beyond anything. He also knows I’d didn’t start this journey to end up walking into a walk-in closet.

I started it for me, purely. Cuz I was dying. I discovered that listening to yourself isn’t selfishly. When you listen to yourself (draft saved:8:58:18 am) wholeheartedly: you listen to everyone else. You listen to the message of every heart. It says: “free me! Please! Free me by listening to me!”Why? Cuz I speak the language of Love, Peace, Joy, Harmony and Unity! Now, what kinda world would that be?! A BEAUTY!” (word count:376) Published:9:11 am; wake-up call, y’all…

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