The Reminder

It is 7:33 am. I had one of those very deep sleeps. No dreams, but like I’ve been far far away. It feels like a lot of work has been done on me last night. I woke up with an aching belly. Went to the washroom, bit of relief but it’s still lingering. Not sure what it is, but I’m applying my miracle recipe.

I must be releasing a lot cuz I seem to be goin’ to the washroom non-stop, the last few days. Could it be cuz we’re very very rapidly approaching the end of the Amazing Race? I wanted to go for an early morning run, but I’m still waking up and I’ll wait until the carpet cleaner (word count:111) has been in this place ’round 9:30 am. (time:7:37).

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Received a few interesting e-mails this morning. One of them had a long energy report in it. I stopped reading them but this one caught my attention due to its title. It said:”Fake it, until you make it!” It reminded me of something my angel momma once had said. What did she say? Exactly the same thing. So I read the energy report. I got it, from A to Z. It also reminded me of direct twitter message I got last night. It read this:”Before the observer went to immigration all possibilities were still in superposition, the observer collapsed the wave function to one possibility.” Word.

Yet, never forget! I am a screen-writer! And this, this is my play! But I do have something to say. Remember this post? Well, a while ago I’ve had a little bit of a discussion with a friend of mine ’bout it. Not the whole post, but the last paragraph. (time:7:44 am)Why have I not been able to manifest anything besides the bare minimum over the last year and a half? (time:7:47 am) Well, because I was clearing myself and aligning myself with my dreams. And because I dream so big, it took a little bit of time to align.

The vortex? (word count:337) I am the vortex, the vibrator, the sun, the platform for the sun to shine on. I am all of those. Now that I’m no longer sequestered, I’m aligned with my dreams. But it seems like my life is goin’ down the drain. That’s where this beautiful line, comes in:”Do you be-lie-ve what you see, or do you see what you believe?” That is why I keep saying:”Something doesn’t add up, something is off!” This whole seemingly fucked up situation I’m in is just a big sof! It’s not real.

Here’s the thing. I’m married. I’m acting in a great 5D movie and I paint too. We travel all over the globe but call Canada BC our true home. I’m financially set for life and have a great family and social life. My husband and my paintings, music, writing and movies thrive and at least several times a day we do the high five cuz our lives are just so frickin’ awesome!  We live healthy lives, we do yoga a few times a week, we eat local, organic and seasonal and have dinner parties every other week. We play all day every day and (time:7:55 am)realize every day how incredibly lucky, blessed and fortunate we are. We are thankful but also realize we make ourselves do the jive. We own our power as co-creators, fully.

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The beauty about multi-dimensionality? I am not only me. I am you too. We are One. And we’re having so effin’ much hardcore fun! Everything is! Everything you desire is already too. Sometimes perceived shiteous situations are simply to do the last lil bit of aligning for you, to step into; the dreams of your heart! So be smart! And live like you are, what you set out for you to be, already. The ultimate trick? You gotta feel it when you envision it! And if I may speak from experience? Well, that only works if your heart is truly utterly and completely in it… and that’s what I did. And now? I’m living it…(published: 8:08 am)