I woke up to silence. I am thankful. I chilled for a few hours. I am thankful. I had the chance to really hear myself. I am thankful. I let everything be. I am thankful. I am flying. I am thankful. I have always been flying. I just forgot.
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This blog is actually a screenplay. That is a belief. I am broke. That is a belief. I have no where to go but be in this cellar. That is a belief. It is 11:11 am. That is a belief. I have been ignored by people I really liked. That is a belief. Numbers talk to me. That is a belief. When you’re sick you should go to the doctor. That is a belief. Apples are good for your health. That is a belief. The world is round. That is a belief. Jupiter is a planet. That is a belief. Extra terrestials do not exist. That is a belief. A bleeding cut hurts. That is a belief. My dad liked my sister more than he liked me. That is a belief. No one cares about me, but me. That is a belief. Candy is bad for you. That is a belief. People who hurt you hate you. That is a belief. People who love you can’t hurt you. That is a belief. I think I’m stuck in this cellar. That is a belief. We think we have to work really hard to make a living. That is a belief. We think we have to insure our asses off to be sure we’re protected. That is a belief. We think countries have borders. That is actually a really funny belief. We think our planet consists of different countries. Don’t you think that’s a funny belief? We think we have to pay for our food that actually sprouts from within. Now how funny is that, that we’ve come to believe such a thing?! Our world exists because we do. That’s a belief. It is 11: 23 am, I must be on a roll. That is a belief.
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What is a belief? I dunno. That’s up to you. I only know what is true for me. And with that, I’m ending my never ending story.
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That Ghandi line says it all.
Thanks for that beautiful! Love, Appeltje
Yeah..wow… Love your writings
I know this is probebly a belief to;-).. but I do Love this line from the Movie: Remember Me.( I saw it two times this week in the theater.. such a powerfull, little film…but here the line from that movie:
Ghandi said; Whatever you do in life will be insignificant, but its very important that you do it!
Just love this line… its makes me embrace life in such a deeper way.
Much Love,
Mirjam
Perfect!