Epilogue II

I’m writing this piece, with my glasses on.

It’s been a very long;

time, since I last wore them.

I have a feeling this is the last time; my eyes need some sort of adjustment. (time: 12:21)

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Does it matter to know ships as big as our planet earth;

birth, through a blackhole in our sun?

Would you have more fun;

knowing that our earth-play-showing;

is moving from duality to One?

Would you be more at ease;

if you please;

someone other than yourself?

Otherwise you’d be overwhelmed;

with guilt?

Does it matter to know everything, about science and spirituality?

For me;

it’s fun to know, especially;

sacred geometry.(word count: 111)

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Does my ‘story’ matter?

Even though writing it out live really made me feel better?

Does it matter;

how you perceive me?

Do I care, now that I’m liberated from my ‘old story’?

Does it matter my old skin, like a snake, is still shedding?

Am I amazed I have left no fearful brain chatter?

Do I need to know all answers to the questions I have? (time: 12:30)

Was I scared this morning to open an e-mail from my real-estate agent;

who said the bank wants to sell my house in Holland at a public auction?

Am I amazed you might not understand there is only now? (time: 12:34)

Do I get mad you might look at me like I’m some crazy cow?

Does it really matter to know everything…?

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No.

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No, it doesn’t matter.

You know why?

We have our own ‘black hole’; it’s our portal to the sun.

In it exists only ultimate joy and fun!

All questions and answers are here bright and clear.

But it doesn’t matter!

Life is soo much better;

right Now!

Peace.

No one; is right or wrong!

***

Do you really need to know I’m being spun;

amazingly fast now?

This ascension centrifuge thing;

is ‘tearing off’ every-thing;

that does not belong;

to a sun.

Do you need to know that physically it ain’t that much fun?!

Let alone emotionally;

it has been;

a hell of a ride?!

***

Do you really want to know, about my new beginning? (wordcount: 333)

One that will make me sing?

I might have a ‘fling’?

***

Nothing matters, yet every-thing!

The portal that I’m in;

has all the answers you can possibly imagine!

***

Time: 12:44.

There is only one ‘place’ I truly adore!

Would you like to know my secret?

It’s free, you don’t need to pay any-thing!

I’m literally swimming in;

possibility!

Do you really want me;

to tell thee..?

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Just BE.

In the Now, somehow;

exists All and Nothing!

***

I’ve just taken my glasses off.

***

In the house that I live; are two kids.

One is twelve the other is ten.

The youngest just got home; suspended from his school ‘dome’.

I told him how I always ended up in the principals’ office;

because I could never shut up.

I was a big chatter-box.

I told the ten year old boy;

I was just really afraid; of everything I felt.

I was in a constant state of being overwhelmed.

Nothing made sense to me.

***

The kid glanced up at me, looking me in the eye.

I said to him:” I might look differently, no longer like that little kid;

but trust me, it’s still within!”

You know what my secret is?

I just re-act differently.

He looks again.

I say to him:” Feelings aren’t scary, they are actually;

beautiful!”

“Everyday I’m learning to live with them; but they no longer make me say: damn!”

“I embrace em, even the bad ones.”

***

He looks at me again, with a subdued look.

He had been silent since he came home.

Slowly he is coming out of his shell.

My heart just wants to yell;

I love that little kid;

I was exactly like it, but no longer do I ‘hate’ my inner-flick.

My past story, is his-story.

That is how we connect.

We are all One.

***

If one person wakes-up and has had enough;

of this play of separation;

without hesitation;

they will follow their heart!

The heart knows but One thing:

LOVE!

***

It doesn’t matter whether the kid understood my words.

I know his heart felt mine.

Words aren’t necessary for you and me.

I coulda just sat with him to re-ignite his sun within.

Because mine?

Is breaking through the clouds.

It wants to handout;

something that is free for you and me!!

All we need do is to ‘see’;

our own magnificent Divine beauty!