Money and sex.
Those are the two tools which are used the most in power conflicts.
Oddly enough;
the two things I am most ‘deprived’ off.
Could it be; this has been ‘staged’ for me;
so I can feel and see;
how free;
I am without?
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Ascending really is being taken apart;
and then being re-assembled according to the heart;
in perfect unison with the mind.
I am in the last stages of the re-assembling part right now.
How do I know?
After a year of releasing all past beliefs and fear;
my inner-being has made it clear;
‘time’ is near!
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Through this journey I have learned;
I do not have to give in, to this power thing!
When you stick to your heart;
it attracts, like a magnet;
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Now that I’m be-ing re-assembled and put together like a new human;
my energy is coming back.
I used to have a Lot of that;
before the brutal ascension-attack.
Twice this week; I went for a run;
but yesterday, the second time; I didn’t have as much fun.
It felt like dis-respect to my friends the trees;
to run past them with such ease.
Instead of running it turned into a walk;
instantly it be-came easier to hear the trees talk.
I said:
“I’m sorry, it was just so rad to have my energy coming back!” (wordcount: 222)
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Balance.
It comes easy once you listen to your heart in all you do!
The amount of running I used to do?
that will never again be like it used to.
Now I ‘do’, when I feel like doing so.
Not because I should or to put on a show.
I can do that everyday;
it feels like play!
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Money and Sex…
I know I will have it back.
I attract;
through the love in my heart;
my life will reflect;
exactly that!
It’s going to be RAD!
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I am going to finish the book Angels and Demons today.
A lot of clues in this book are coming my way.
All I can say;
this ‘story’-play;
is getting more and more fascinating by the day.
I wonder;
what is coming my way?!
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Karma.
You create your own.
Once you own; the way you re-act;
to your e-motions;
there will be less and less;
karma left.
Karma is theft;
from you authentic act!