When in-spiration hits; I feel this enormous sense of urgency.
No longer is there fear of you thinking I might be crazy.
There is no-thing more important to me;
then to get these words out, they want to be free!
When in this mode;
it’s almost like I’m ready to explode.
When inspiration fades, I literally implode.
I’m on a different planet, when in-spiration hits.
I can’t help it;
nor do I want to run away from this shit.
It is be-coming a very good flick.
Even though I do not know the end/beginning of it!
***
There are a million possibilities out there.
If I’m in despair; I’m sure I’ll ‘pick’ the ‘wrong’ one.
His-story shows you that ain’t fun!
What I do is I attune;
to my heart.
I listen carefully, whether it wants to run;
or come;
peacefully closer to you!
***
Frequently I do;
this attuning which I’ve gotten so used to;
when lying on my bed.
Eyes closed; I expose;
a picture of you, you and you in my minds’ eye.
Does it make me fly?
Or does it make me cry?
How does my body re-act?
Do I want to have sex?
Or is this feeling that your picture attracts;
an e-motion that still has the need for a love potion?
***
Attraction is an e-motion.
It is not good or bad.
But Love, Love Just Is.
Attraction can easily be confused with real bliss. (time: 12:02)
A very dear friend of mine pointed out that a twin-flame can easily be overlooked because of this.
Attraction and karma are intertwined.
***
Is it you that over-looked me?
Or is it me, that over-looked you?
Or maybe; I wasn’t ready; where you have been holding steady;
for quite some time.?
I will have to close my eyes;
and feel what rings true to me.
***
Often times when I write;
I listen to music.
When it stops; it’s almost like my inspiration frequency drops;
a bit.
I know there is a science behind this.
***
Are you really smart?
Do you have all the answers to my questions?
Are you the science to my spirituality?
Are you in a different world; when surrounded by nature on this earth?(time: 12:12)
Apparently, my twin-flame is like me.
Ofcourse we look differently;
but our hearts are in perfect symmetry and harmony!
***
Science is giving me the language;
my heart knows naturally.
But because I am me;
and besides lucky, why, is my middle name;
I claim this ‘proof’;
as something that might be the key;
to set our twin-flame love free.
***
I do know why I write.
But I do not know why these words are being put in the online spot-light?
At the time I just knew;
this I gotta do.
Are these words solely meant for you??
Or what if a clue for me, is also a clue for you?
Where will we intersect, my ‘suspect’?!
***
Am I blogging because when I write I enlight myself;
but not only that;
my vision comes alive right in front of my eyes;
and so in my head I phase-lock my dream;
an with that;
my dreams come true?
The sharper and clearer the hologram in my mind; (last draft saved: 21:21)
the more kind;
I am to myself and that special someone else?
Am I blogging because your vision might be just like the one of me?
***
My vision is so clear already;
does it mean my dreams are about to be ready;
to manifest?
It’s like I said;
yesterday:
As within, so without!
Without a single drop of doubt!
***
You must be a master in manifesting and how it works;
because in my minds’ eye, the answer to a previous question came flying by.
You are the master of me when it comes to the science of spirituality.
I can see, that clearly.
Me?
I’m just very love-ly.
***
Why are most of the famous historical painters;
male?
Is it because their brains are more apt;
to understand sacred geometry?
Females are like circles.
Males are the octahedron; maybe now is time to play the card;
of the dumb;
blonde..
I feel I’ve figured out, the story of Adam and Eve;
and why apple is key…
But I will not fall prey to self-complacency…
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