My roots

While I’m drinking a hot cup of chinese chrysan themum tea;

I can’t believe  how much energy that that run of me;

set free.

I feel soo incredibly blessed and thankful at the moment.

Forever would I like to be;

in this ‘space’.

I love where surrender takes me.

I’m writing while singing along to one after the other great song.

This is me;

doing what I love and so incredibly happy!

***

This ‘happy’ feels different though;

it’s not the happy-feel you feel after an extreme low;

it’s not that kinda high.

It feels ‘in control’.

Come to think of it:

My ‘story’ seems to be about;

going from wanting to be in control; then realizing you have to  let go;

next comes surrender and from there on you bring yourself  back to BE-ing;

in control; but this time going with the flow;

of my heart.

No more;

doing what I think I should or could.

***

While crossing the street after being with the trees;

while on my run;

I saw something in the sky;

which made my heart fly!

An airplane.

Airports and airplanes make me happy; instantly.

It is because they stand for travel.

I’m a sags; I love to explore!

Not only my mind;

I can’t wait to explore and find;

treasures all around the globe.

It would be dope,  to travel in my fave car;

but when that no longer takes us far;

I love to hop on a plane;

to play this exploring game;

from my mind into the ‘real world’.

***

I’ve asked for a passion that I can do anywhere in the world.

Travelling, painting, music, movie-making and writing will do!

My heart is calling out to you;

is your vision the same?

Then maybe, you could be my twin-flame!

***

I really feel like I’m in the last stages of this journey.

They call it ascending, but really;

our light is descending into our body.

The last one to be reached is the root-chakra.

I know how this might sound;

but while running I could feel my uterus.

It was aching a little bit.

Didn’t consider it as shit.

I know it;

is adjusting to the light, that is taking a dive;

from ‘above’.

This light is grounding me enough;

to “re-enter’ into society.

Though I was never not a part of it;

we are One.

My life might look different to you;

but really;

in this movie?

We are all in it together, forever!

***

I don’t know what’s gonna happen in the next few weeks.

It doesn’t matter.

Right now;

is what makes things better!

***

The princess in me;

loves luxury.

Before going to South- Central America and Africa;

I’d have me a pedi and a wax done;

so I don’t need to ‘worry’ bout that while having fun in the sun!

My hair?

Haven’t had a haircut in almost two years now.

I love how long it gets;

and how my curls after every restraining ponytail naturally bounce back!

Just like me;

I love my resiliency.