Pfffff, that was quite the week.
The peeps; who trigger you the most;
got the biggest gifts for you!
Boy, do I know!
***
My doubt was triggered.
Why am I in ‘it’, this journey?
Once you make the choice to listen to within, to your heart;
there is no way back.
Never.
And if you try to?
Oooooh, that’s when life get’s really tough and rough.
***
Two words have been key for me;
surrender and be-ing the observer.
I observe myself and all that is around me.
Many times it makes me laugh out loud.
It’s not me that is crazy; the whole world seems to have gone mad.
No longer does that make me sad.
Everything is in perfect order, it always is.
Each and everyone has chosen to wake up to their inner-bliss;
exactly when it is;
their time to stop to whine.
***
Being awake or asleep?
None is better than the other.
I do know what feels better; even though in my life is still a ‘lack’ of physical matter;
I would not trade this journey for anything!
There is so much to ‘win’!
Layers and layers have been peeled;
many a times have I kneeled.
The more layers were healed;
the more I changed from being carbon based to Crystalline.
The physical symptoms have been brutal, not fine.
For months I did not have the urge nor energy to go for a run.
I went for slow nature walks, so much fun!
***
There is one thing I mentioned to my ‘date’:
“When you are running away from something, you are always running towards something as well!”
I no longer run away from myself.
I no longer have the need to run to someone else.
But I am going for a run today.
This is the first day; it will feel again as Play!
***
No more looking back.
Full speed ahead.
Life is rad!
To enlighten is to lighten up.
That happens once we stop; to re-act;
to the past.
I act, from love.
Love is now, Love is everywhere, Love IS.
Right here, right Now!
***
Last night I had a dream.
For the nineth time;
in it was that childhood friend of mine.
His name is E.
In february I could sense, instead of despising me, he ‘liked’ me.
The Olympics are coming up.
I know he’s gonna make a stop;
to compete in our Olympic plot.
I wonder, what’s up;
with the timing of this rhyming;
and the Olympics coming up?
I started to write a year ago in February.
Whatever will happen ‘to’ me;
dreams are in symbology and…
I surrender, I surrender to what Is.
Mwauh; Kiss!