Owning It

 

Why have I been hiding behind what they say;

and make it look like it’s someone other than me;

who is writing to thee?

For the past week;

I had to seek;

within.

Today came my friend to speak;

to say to me:

“I have a message for thee!”

“Own it!”

***

I thought it was funny but true.

As I had been walking my walk amongst the trees this week;

I had come to see;

the same thing.

Why do I shy away;

from fully saying:

THIS IS ME;

Perfectly imperfect!

***

It started out by writing the words my Self, separately.

But that is not Unity.

I pulled the two together; Unity is the same as forever.

Then they came along.

But I knew, they are me.

Why was I separating me;

from them?

A split-personality is not who I am.

My mind might at times believe in duality;

I don’t.

We are cloned;

we are gods made manifest in flesh.

No longer do I need to be giving thee;

credit for what really is me.

Why would I be;

afraid of owning my power?

***

Was I keeping myself small, because I am afraid to really stand tall?

Was there still a little voice in me;

that said to go down on me knee;

so nobody can see;

that bright light in me? (wordcount: 222)

***

After a harsh week, in which I had one after the other release;

triggered by a date with this man;

I can;

honestly say;

he was there to guide me through;

the release of my father and abuser issue.

I had to see, there was still some anger in me;

that my daddy;

doesn’t ‘see’ me.

He won’t until I fully see myself.

And stop giving my power away to someone else.

Even to them.

No longer will I hide.

but show my pride;

It’s my inner-light!

That, is why I write.

Not only to show my vulnerable side;

but to show how I grow into my own light.

***

“The one thing we are most scared of is succes.”

Was one of the lines of my date.

I love you, because it is you that made me see;

the doubt that was still in me;

wanted to come out.

I do not need a cloud;

nor sunscreen to shy away from my own power.

It serves no one to make yourself smaller or taller;

than you really ARE.

***

They?

Are me!

The hiding will no longer be.  

I own me.

And they?

From now on are fully integrated in me.

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Success?

I define it as no longer having any sort of stress;

in my life!

Success is relative to All That Is.

Success comes naturally; once authentically;

aligned within.

As within; so without.

No doubt!