Clean Slate

Let’s pretend; that this is my very first post.  

This is my clean-slate; you have not heard from me before.

Can you do that?

Let’s explore..

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Have you seen this?

Sometimes she creates on something that already exists;

but that miss;

also cleans the slate while at it.

Starting anew, while creating right in front of you.

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That, is what ascension is about.

We are be-ing re-set; our ‘past’ is released.

You can’t build on something that is already filled.

If your past in your be-ing keeps you stuck;

and boy do I know how that can suck;

than it must be plucked;

out. (wordcount 111)

Ascension keeps you in this holding pocket of suspension;

while all your past beliefs and e-motions are released.

Ascending is nothing more;

than your higher Self coming in to explore;

your be-ing.

This collapsing of light;

takes you on quite the flight. (time: 11:11 pm)

In this is not so much physical delight.

For me, physically;

it has been the hardest thing, about this whole ascending.

The symptoms have been brutal;

a tip of the iceberg; from extreme fatique, head (pressure)aches, water-retention, weight gain,

redness on my cheeks, loss of memory; but worst of all;

totally not feeling like? me!

In the last few days; slowly;

I feel like I am be-ing re-assembled.

My energy is coming back; the beauty is though, that I don’t really have as much of an appetite left.

What I did not expect; my left-brain functioning seems to come back.

Water-retention and upset skin is still left;

o how rad;

would it be; to also see;

that being gone.

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Besides weight; I have gained;

a lot in this year.

Gone is the usual re-acting to fear; a clean slate appeared.

In the now is forever a clean slate;

whatever you create; if you hesitate;

you can always re-co-create.

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On a clean slate I create; whatever is my heart’s fate.

What is not in line, with my heart; will feel like it’s hard; on me.

Whatever feels easy; will continue to set me free.

This whole journey has not been easy;

but it was necessary, to re-align and re-set me.

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All this light energy that downloaded in me;

provided me with a lot of information.

We are used to reading books to obtain what we think we need to know;

we are all heading to a place where our minds’ eye will show;

how to make cookie dough.

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This rhyming of mine; could be called channeling.

I’m in a different state, when I create.

Now that I’ve fully embraced, my new ‘state’;

I’m ready for what I will next create.

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They have not told me yet; what I can expect.

But they think it’s pretty rad;

that per now; my slate has been whiped clean.

Physically I will catch up, with ‘where’ my inner be-ing has already popped.

I’ve stopped doubting these words.

I will no longer call them a curse.

But I do wonder..

about the fate; that I helped to co-create.

The date;

I was on; today;

could it have been; another decoy?

Or do I destroy;

my own ‘creation’; by saying;

I have some hesitation?

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They say: continue to follow your heart.

You have written your own script.

Just follow it.

Don’t worry about the how;

or that you should somehow;

go and get a job.

People around you soon will stop;

to doubt whatever you have to shout.

The truth always comes out!

Yes, we know; we have never been this clear and loud.

But it’s about;

time; for this rhyme;

to stop!

So your ’new job’ can come up;

and rise to the surface.

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Since this morning I feel like I’ve been sucked into this vortex;

past this point of no return.

It is almost funny that since this  morning I no longer yearn;

for anything, anyone or even to go ‘home’.

It really is like I have come into my own.