While I was making my dinner consisting of broccoli and guinoa;
I was in awe.
I felt compelled to look over my shoulder;
next I see this book;
Angels and Demons by Dan Browne.
Immediately I knew; here is my next clue.
Not Angels and Demons, no; the Da Vinci Code.
Right now I’m in the middle of watching mode.
***
It clearly shows; that for centuries human beings were not exposed;
to all these hidden truths.
We think these movies are a fantasy;
to me, they are very real.
Just like my own life; I’m doing the jive in my own movie every day.
I’m walking around within myself.
***
It is 9.20 pm and just done watching the movie The DaVinci Code.
I am in a very strange but acutely ‘awake’ mode.
Halfway through the movie; I chatted to a friend on skype.
It’s become my communication hype.
I said to her: “Right now, it feels like I’m walking a very fine line between thinking I’m going crazy;
thinking I have a big ego or that what I just got;
now that I saw the movie’s plot;
what I’m ‘getting’ is very ‘real.‘
Here’s the deal:
The word Apple in the movie; turns out to be the key;
to open the precious keystone.
Before I knew this, this miss;
was guided to name this post:
The Appleinda code.
***
I know I hold the key, to my own story’s well hidden secrecy.
Just like in the Da Vinci Code; my clues;
are hidden in public.
That is how the power keepers do it;
they ‘hide’ the truths about our lives;
right in front of our eyes.
If you know yourself well;
you know how to unlock the spell;
of the clue that rings true to you.
***
Mary Magdalene.
Some believe she was a prostitute; others dispute that ‘fact’.
What rings true for me; is that she was Jesus’ wifey.
In one of my parallel lives;
I used to be called, by other wives;
a prostitute.
In that life; I could not be bothered to dispute;
that accusation.
Men liked my company; because they could talk to me.
With me, they could be totally free.
No need to be, what society;
‘demanded’ of thee.
***
In the Da Vinci Code Sophie turns out to be;
the last living descendant of Jesus.
What does that have to do with me, I ask thee.
Well, you see;
there is ‘blue blood’ in you too.
Just like Sophie for the longest time you had no clue.
You are from the Pleiadians.
Jesus was a Divine Light;
you are just as bright.
stop to hide;
yourself.
You are no less;
or more than anything you adore.
Please continue to explore;
as seekers are the best pleasers;
of the Divine.
***
Ok.. so I am the key, to unlock my own story.
I can’t help but think; ’bout a letter I wrote with blue ink;
now more than a year ago.
I sent it to this man of whom I think might be living behind a big ‘dam’.
What is he hiding?
What did he think of my writing?
Why did he say one time: “It’s not the right timing?”
Are you reading my rhyming?
***
I can’t help but think that this movie isn’t just about clues for me.
Is it also in regards to a ‘he’?
We’ll see.
Hopefully, soon.
Have I mentioned already I’m at my wits end;
very spent;
having to investigate my life?
Anyhow; I feel, our grandparents are significant in this ‘game’.
Mine is right behind me.
Carefully; monitoring my progress; so I won’t mess up.
What about you?
Does me mentioning ‘grandpa’ ring a bell for you?
What about horses?
And teeth?
Just have to ask you see.
That’s what they keep telling me.
***
I have to accept the fact; that peeps might think I’m going crazy.
But if I become lazy;
and stop to listen to myself;
I delve my own grave.
So I behave ‘n sync with my natural way of life.
***
My sister might not have been far off;
when she said I’m like a queen bee.
Very insecure but tremendous high self esteem.
You might wonder how those two rhyme together;
and even though ‘my’ psych once said he thinks I’m above average clever;
I would never;
say so.
There is only one thing smart; the heart.
It clues me in, on one thing;
feelings.
They don’t lie.
Neither does my minds’ eye.
When it showed me;
all I wrote in that letter to thee;
at the time I was still a bit in doubt and thought I must have been really crazy;
to see;
in all these lives it has been you and me.
Now; without a doubt;
I will shout to thee;
Apple is the key; to unlock this ‘story’.
Will you help me?
***
I have faith, that whatever we have created as being our fate;
will be.
Now, I’m letting go, for I don’t need to hold on;
to what already is.
For one; my bliss.
This story is sealed with a kiss.
***
My readers; I will tell you this:
The Apple-story in the bible is based on a ‘mis-take.’
When you translate;
the word apple tree from latin it was taken for evil.
Apple and evil in Latin are fairly ‘similar’; and thus the ‘mis-take’;
altho I believe they did calculate this error;
for ages was mistaken as Eve being the one to bring mankind down.
This was not true; the Apple was simply a thing to eat;
but has been abused in the name of greed.
Now that humankind is reclaiming their authentic power with the help of many a starseed;
there is only one plead;
I will make:
there is no such thing as a mis-take; we all create our own fate.
A debate with others;
just smothers;
your own voice.
You have a choice!
Do you listen to yourself; or everybody else?



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Hey Mir, jij ook nog een heeeel gelukkig, gezond and peaceful nieuwjaar! Veel liefs, Apple
Thanks, I’m very fine.
And happy day tot you to
I wish you also a very very super 2010.
that all your dreams will come true!!!
Love
Mirjam
Hey Mir, how are you? Thanks for your words.
Yeah..it is fascinating that again..Italy comes up.. thanks for re-minding me. There is something about Italy and am curious to see where this day is gonna take me. Happy day Mir.
Love, Apple
Heey I just realized something…
weird, i know you wrote about loving pizza.
and now i writing you something from italy
could it be that your man is from there
I have no idea..but the thought was just hitting me
you never know
Love
Mirjam
Thank you, for your beautifull words.
Yeah we all are own keys.. thanks for reminding me
The key is in our own hearts.
You know even though it scared me last night.( I slept after that with soms lights on..hihi)
Now i realise i am loved beyond believe out there
and in here… because this night i kept hearing the words
in italiaans( probebly because i love to listen to the Il divo songs:-))
Quanto ti amo(it was a very soft wisper)
It scared me a bit. I found it a bit spooky when i kept hearing it when the lights were on.
But heey, it makes me smile now…
So to you sweet Linda,
I would also say, like the wisper said to me
Quanto ti amo
Liefs,
Mirjam