It was something I read this morning, that made me laugh out loud!
It was a guy, who gave a few readers a shout; he basically came out;
on what it’s like for a man;
to ascend.
I’ve often wondered about this;
and this morning this man gave me unknowingly some answers to it.
So thanks, for some of the insights; I really liked!
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I used to LOVE sex!!
Yet it seems, that ever since I consciously know that I’m ascending;
this very-healthy-sex-drive-thing;
is gone, just like my fling..
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I mean, it’s not like it’s devastating to me;
that it seems I no longer have the drive;
to do an all-day-long-sex-vice;
cuz I’m not in a relationship.
A significant other would probably flip;
that feeling his ‘dick’, no longer makes me ‘tick’, like it used to.
The few ‘surges’ that I’ve had, were transformed;
into something that for me; is the new norm;
writing!
But maybe my sex-drive is just in hiding.
Will it make me go back to smiling;
will it come-back, once I’ll be ‘attacked’;
by my twin-flame?
Will he think it’s lame;
that right now, I’ll say without shame;
the only thing I long for is not what used to make me ‘tick’,
but what I really think is ‘sick’;
real-hot-raw-intimacy!
You probably get; I don’t mean this physically.
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I want to feel you, really feel you!
To ‘get’ this; there’ s nothing we need ‘do’.
Even though in this life I’ve never had the privilege to get used to that;
in fact; I’ve never experienced that kind of intimacy before;
I know that kind I will absolutely adore!
I can’t wait to explore, you.
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After a few months I’m back, where I sat, a lot, in this coffeeshop spot.
Artista is the name; today I suddenly felt like going there again.
While sitting here; in a moment it became clear; I’m comfortable in this town here.
It feels like ‘home’.
Yet…through experience I’ve learned;
as soon as I’m comfortable somewhere;
I know they already have cleared the air;
to transfer me;
into a new ‘space’.
I truly wonder where my grace;
is going?
Is this a neverending story?
Ofcourse it is; but because we live on planet earth;
and thus continuesly give birth;
to material with a perceived beginning and end;
I know this story, is nearing it’s completion glory!
As soon as I get comfortable, they let me explore;
something else I adore!
That’s how we spiritually grow;
to follow your own flow.
If you’re afraid of change; by all means keep listening to other names and their claimes.
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The ‘end’ is near…I can feel it in here!
So right now, I’m feeling some melancholy;
for what has been, will always be, in me;
but never again experienced in the same physical way.
Who will say; with whom I will play!?
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To come back, to the first paragraph;
you know what the ascending man had said?
Something he experienced as far from ‘rad’!
He hardly has a sex-drive left.
My twin-flame; he’d better be; on the same vibration as me!
So as to sexually; we prefer the same frequency;
and adore real mind-blowing intimacy.