Discernment

It is 12.30 pm.

Man; I did it again!

I have had no sleep, because I let fear creep;

in on me.

I had been reading some sensationalized stuff online; which at first made me feel fine;

but then I got so hyper; I thought I needed a diaper.

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Three days ago I posted a comment on this page; some info on this page is ’silently’ fear-based;

plus in my view sensationalized, which doesn’t match with me being crystallized.

I read some last night; I started to float and needed to unload, the fear, I let in here.

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While taking a shower I wondered why I had posted that comment on his page.

For whatever you focus on will grow.

Maybe it had to do with something I needed to know.

It was really odd too; while I was posting that comment on his page;

it was like I was on the outside of myself looking at my own face.

I knew what I was doing and I did not fully agree doing so;

but I also could not stop letting that comment fly solo.

Then I started to beat myself up;

“Why did I not stop?”

Now that I am back to being fully grounded;

yet again I am amazed and astounded;

at how ‘I’ am not yet in full control; over my actions and rejections. 

My higher Self is running the show; even though we are one;

at times it lets me get on;

with thinking I need to ‘do’ something; 

in order to be-come. 

Did I post, because I got greedy and needy for not only his attention to my dream;

but also because I wanted all the comments that to him scream:

I love your work?

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You see, this is what happens if you don’t discern and fear makes you yearn;

for something you already have.

I know I am divine and feeling that is damn fine;

yet sometimes we go back and let fear ‘attack’;

which makes us believe we need something we already have.

All is within; thinking otherwise is the sin.

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By all means I am not saying his page is bad, nor good for that matter. 

Everything just is, so is his;

page. 

Yet I am giving you the link of the page which carries his face;

so you can feel for yourself and discern;

how his words affect your being. 

Does it feel good?

Great.

Does it feel bad?

Great too. 

There really are no opposites, if you ’get’ the clue!

All is One; good or bad?

That is what we had. 

Now; contains all the Love that we will ever need and have! 

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I choose whatever is of the brightest light.

My being will tell me exactly what is ‘sexy’ and what is not hot.

To answer the question why I went to his page and made a comment you can trace;

it was so I could write about it in ‘my’ own online space.

That’s why I am being led, and no need for me to get upset;

to all the ‘things’ in my life;

so I can write.

That is how I am being ‘used’ and because I perused through something that doesn’t match with me;

these words could have been set free.

Now you see;

that All Is Love?!  

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One more thing:

You can only attract that which is still intact.

I led myself to fear, cuz it was in here.

It had to do with being very low on money; thus I posted this comment for that ‘honey’;

fortunately now I do think it’s all really funny.

They say I am taken care of; I trust!

No need to attract readers of his;

I love how I create my own bliss.