Mr. Woods

While taking a shower, I felt how exhausted I really am.

I was looking forward to finally go outside, but damn!!!!

Again… words started pooring in; they always win.

If I don’t give in; my heart starts to crumble within.

Even though I feel good; right now I really want to cry.

I just want to go outside and fly.

Am starting to look like a crumbling veggie; all I do is write;

cuz these light;

energies, are pushing these words to the surface.

***

Tiger Woods!

The minute I heard about his sex-capades; I knew:

“Ooooh, there you go…another story for you!”

But.. I had to wait; the words hadn’t fully escaped.

Until I took my shower and yup; like one after the other water-drop;

the following words wouldn’t stop.

***

The similarities between Tiger and my ex; I’ll tell you ’bout ‘em next.

Just like Tiger my ex used to be, for a decade the best in the world; at his sport.

My ex, also cheated on me.

Not once, not twice, a million more than three times.

Just like Elin I was shocked; when I first found out; my heart literally stopped.

I fell onto the ground; not able to breathe, speak or see.

Next I cried from the core of my being; thank God I was alone, for you would have been seeing;

something that wasn’t pretty at all.

When I found out, I was alone; my ex was on the way to my countries’ Queen; 

for the public to be seen. 

I feel very hesitant to write about all this; but they tell me that this is it;

after this no more word about my ex and his sex-capades.

***

Tiger is going ‘down’ in front of the world.

He just serves; his purpose.

Though he might not agree with that; as what he is feeling I bet ain’t that rad.

When I think of his wife…all I do is send her loving-light.

But there is a part in me, that wants to shout:

“Get out!!”

We each have our own pace, for our trace;

to the light.

***

My ex and me?

Well, really; all he did was set me free.

How can that be?

He was one of my greatest teachers you see.

Unfortunately we still believe; we need misery;

in order to be free.

That is how it is in 3D.

My ex and me, for the time being we were totally meant to be.

After our relationship through him I came to see;

Love is not conditionally.

Love is free.

Above all; it just IS.

***

Before I came into this life; I had set out for myself I wanted to return to the light.

I had to find my way in the dark and find out;

the light isn’t out there; its in here.

Once you ‘know’; it will never disappear.

It is Crystal clear.

***

The experience for Tiger and his wife;

is the start of their journey back to the light.

It does look like it is all misery;

but if you’re free of 3D perception;

in comes a whole new conception.

It’s their chance to transform into what is the new norm;

in this New Earth;

from Carbon to Crystal.

I hope, they find their inner light; 

so they can be taken on a new-love-flight!

***

I hope this is it for today.

But I never know when more words are coming my way….

Now, I want to go out; a little hike, eat some warm soup;

hopefully not run into my new ‘scoop’..

God I need some rest; but from these words I can’t seem to relax.

On the left side of my head; is still this enormous pressure.

It’s been like that for a few days.

They tell me it serves to enlighten my ‘daze’;

shooting me into my glory days.

I say: “Bring it on, cuz I’m barely hangin’ on…