This post is coming from a very angry host!
It’s not for you, it’s for the monkey!
What the hell were you thinking?!
Hugging me, without blinking?!
Acting like its very normal; later on acting all ‘formal’?
***
I can not believe the anger right now in me!
You see;
you, the monkey;
this is what you do!
Just when I am completely over you;
you show up!
STOP!
***
The fact that I slapped your ass; which did embarrass,
me; this morning made me see;
I should’ve slapped you in your face!
O, O what a dis-grace.
Is it even ‘my place’ to do such thing, to my former fling?
He is just being who he is.
He don’t care one bit ’bout this miss.
Love is all I see; because he is, I am.
Damn!
***
Showing up and not even saying a word?
What am I?
Some kinda curse?
Worse… to you I’m probably some kinda freak.
Well, you have tweaked;
something in me.
Now I know; I don’t need no fear to show;
myself.
It’s all I have, all I am and all I will ever be.
I’m done with the monkey and even number three.
Love is all I see.
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