Linda Kristien

When I was really young;

my parents pretty soon found out; I was really headstrong!

From the age of being a toddler; when things didn’t go my way;

my parents had to pull me away;

from our brick wall.

I would bang my head; long enough until it bled;

in frustration; that ‘the adults’ didn’t understand my creation!

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“Dad, I’m not coming back [...]

I don’t write for you, you or you!

But that is exactly what I started to do;

this morning.

Then my dream kicked in; let me begin, with that;

because if I start to write with someone other than nothing in mind;

I turn blind.

Like a mole; and will not be able to see the loophole;

created for me; to [...]

Let’s pretend; that this is my very first post.  

This is my clean-slate; you have not heard from me before.

Can you do that?

Let’s explore..

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Have you seen this?

Sometimes she creates on something that already exists;

but that miss;

also cleans the slate while at it.

Starting anew, while creating right in front of you.

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That, is what ascension is about. [...]

“Maybe instead of calling it a date; let’s say soul-meeting.”

My friend said before this ‘mate-greeting.’

I wasn’t really nervous, yet I was.

I hate dates; but I created this fate.

So on I went to meet this mate.

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My writing hesitates; or is it me;

who is afraid what the following words will be setting free?

My heart, I know you [...]

This morning I was feeling great.

I still do, but I hesitate.

Not because I’m afraid, that it might interfere with my fate.

It’s because I have had enough;

of games and tricks.

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This chick; doesn’t do well; if there is anything other going on than a love-spell.

It does not serve me well;

at all.

This afternoon I started feeling smaller than [...]

Why do I depend on miracles, besides believing in them?

Because I know I can.

I don’t just jump off a bridge, hoping I can fly.

I know that’ll make me twin-brothers cry.

My faith; isn’t something you can calculate.

But to me;

it means more;

than numbers all together.

Even though numbers have been a great help;

on my [...]

It came as a surprise; but then it didn’t.

When I read it;

I made sure to be aware of what I was feeling.

I wasn’t reeling;

with fear, after reading the e-mail that finally appeared.

Actually; I felt really calm.

Not yet have I replied.

Several years ago I would’ve ‘lied’; about my status quo.

Now; in every situation I [...]

“She’s with him because of his money….” one teen whispered to the other.

I just got out of my dad’s crooked little car he only used to race around when going for a hunt.

I grunt.

I look around.

Surprised.

No one to see.

Are those teens talkin’ bout me??

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As I walk inside to be with my boyfriend who I [...]

There is this ‘fear’, while sitting here;

at the Adventure Centre.

The name of the place is not a joke;

plus the architecture is really dope.

I’m feeling good but not so stoked;

about the thought that just poked;

my brain.

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Didn’t I say;

when I think; I emote?

No joke! 

I do not feel, that the thought I had is the real deal.

Also; didn’t [...]

It is 11:11 am.

It is funny how this is the second time in a week;

right when they are ready to speak;

they let me peek;

at the time.

To make me see, it is gonna be another illuminating rhyme of mine?

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Had a great sleep; but this am in this peep;

came to creep;

some irritation.

So I wondered what I could ‘do’ [...]

This morning I awoke, not only to some sound in the house;

but something that someone else was whispering to this lil mouse.

The voice in my head; very clearly my hearing it met:

Some things are better left unsaid.

That is what the voice in my head said.

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I am very sure; it was not my own inner [...]

The sound I like best;

is the one in which you rest;

the best.

But; spirit has been giving me an arduous test.

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Silence.

That is the sound; I like best.

That is why I love to be with the trees.

Not only because it gives me relief;

from all kinds of sounds in the house;

they also speak to this [...]

There is one more name;

that would like some online fame.

His name is James; it is his real name.

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Today while walking in nature his name kept coming up.

In fact, in the past several weeks; on and off, out of the blue;

it was you;

who made an entrance in my life.

I know I have a ‘connection’ with [...]

Spirit likes to play games.

That’s what they do;

all they ask of you;

is dance the dance they had in mind for you to do!

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They keep me going from left to right, up and down, round and round.

Often accompanied by sound.

This playing they do;

is to align you;

exactly ‘where’ you need to;

be.

Sometimes it is merely to ‘see’;

something [...]

Last night I had two dreams.

The first one confused me.

I woke up early; so my question for my second dream was;

to clarify the first.

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When I was a little kid;

I had the biggest crush on some skating coach;

who was much older.

He never ‘saw’ me; well, at least not that I could see.

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One of my fave [...]