In February '09 miraculousy I started to write. Shortly before that I gradually came to trust my inner guidance, which resulted in dropping all fear-based systems and means in my life. Since, I live a 100% from the heart and listen fully to my intuition. I now solely rely on your gifts and miracles..!Thank you!! LOVE, Apple

Epilogue II

I’m writing this piece, with my glasses on.

It’s been a very long;

time, since I last wore them.

I have a feeling this is the last time; my eyes need some sort of adjustment. (time: 12:21)

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Does it matter to know ships as big as our planet earth;

birth, through a blackhole in our sun?

Would you have more [...]

Epilogue I

It is very easy to get caught up and entangled in the current Olympic vibe that this whole town rides.

A few times;

I caught myself riding that wave too.

Even though it was only in my mind.

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The power of the media.

It reaches far.

The power of marketing; it carries out what came about;

in a few brains [...]

The end

Time: 12.03 pm.

Man, I’m on roll; 123…

Today, so much clarity!

Something I wasn’t able to see previously;

is now Crystal Clear to me!

***

The butterfly will come to me, when I am.

My very first post; it almost felt like it was written by a ghost.

It flowed right out of me.

Now I finally totally and fully [...]

Blessed

Yesterday was the best day;

of my life.

Ironically, it didn’t feel that way.

It actually felt like the opposite; but because be-ing the observer sticks;

I knew; this is it!

And then you wake-up; even though all puffed;

and you know:”wow, I plowed, through that!”

It was sticky, it was arousing, it was interesting, it was fascinating it was hot.

The [...]

Re-assembled

Money and sex.

Those are the two tools which are used the most in power conflicts.

Oddly enough;

the two things I am most ‘deprived’ off.

Could it be; this has been ‘staged’ for me;

so I can feel and see;

how free;

I am without?

***

Ascending really is being taken apart;

and then being re-assembled according to the heart;

in perfect [...]

Phase-locked!

While on my walk, the trees gave me another down lo;

with light info.

Here we go.

***

Wouldn’t it be great;

if this flick, would do the trick;

of uniting all possible perceived opposites?

***

What if that is the purpose of this movie?

How groovy;

would that be?!

***

I mean, what if this man I met;

is gonna be key;

in re-alizing this movie?

It doesn’t matter [...]

Intersecting

When in-spiration hits; I feel this enormous sense of urgency.

No longer is there fear of you thinking I might be crazy.

There is no-thing more important to me;

then to get these words out, they want to be free!

When in this mode;

it’s almost like I’m ready to explode.

When inspiration fades, I literally implode.

I’m on a different [...]

Golden Mean

With every answer I discover, three new questions seem to pop.

It never seems to stop.

When is it gonna be enough?

When can I drop;

this story?

Or will it not be done;

until the other perfect whole, like the yang to my yin;

has come in;

to my life?

***

There are NO co-incidences in life!

Apple is the key to this story.

Why [...]

My roots

While I’m drinking a hot cup of chinese chrysan themum tea;

I can’t believe  how much energy that that run of me;

set free.

I feel soo incredibly blessed and thankful at the moment.

Forever would I like to be;

in this ‘space’.

I love where surrender takes me.

I’m writing while singing along to one after the other great [...]

Running

Pfffff, that was quite the week.

The peeps; who trigger you the most;

got the biggest gifts for you!

Boy, do I know!

***

My doubt was triggered.

Why am I in ‘it’, this journey?

Once you make the choice to listen to within, to your heart;

there is no way back.

Never.

And if you try to?

Oooooh, that’s when life [...]

Owning It

 

Why have I been hiding behind what they say;

and make it look like it’s someone other than me;

who is writing to thee?

For the past week;

I had to seek;

within.

Today came my friend to speak;

to say to me:

“I have a message for thee!”

“Own it!”

***

I thought it was funny but true.

As I had been walking my walk [...]

Why 'I' Write

Finally!

I have fully figured out why I write.

Why has this been given to me?

I am not a literary;

wonder.

I do know that.

I am not Shakespeare, I am also not writing about Lady Guinevere.

Let’s assume that Lady is me.

I have a his-story.

Just like you.

Now that we’re in the third attempt of shifting into fifth dimension consciousness;

it [...]

Common Ground

Just because you think my beliefs are uttterly absurd;

doesn’t mean you have the power to hurt;

me.

I know not to take things personally.

***

There are a billion different people on this planet.

That means there are just as many different realities.

We look different, but really we are all the same.

We just have been taught [...]

Clues

It is ten pm.

I thought I could get to sleep, but then this man;

‘showed up’!

***

I kept getting signs about the beginning of this story of mine.

The above man I’m talking about, we met in Whistler. (time: 10:01)

We chatted and had fun.

It was short, but sweet.

He would’ve liked to greet; again.

But [...]

Screen-writer

It seems that ‘things’ are lining up so fast right now;

that even in the middle of the night; they wont let me stop to write.

When I first started to write back in February; within days;

this face;

had written approximately over 250 a page;

worth of material.

All these questions about life I had;

came through me [...]